martes, 30 de marzo de 2010

Be my escape - Relient K ♥


I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You
to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You
to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You
to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You

martes, 23 de marzo de 2010

Mi siamesa ♥

"Podré caerme a pedazos pero acá siempre estás vos"



Sos, y lo digo sinceramente, la razón de todas mis sonrisas. Porque en tan poco tiempo, que en realidad ya son dos años (dos buenos años), me cambiaste las tristezas por colores cada vez más vivos. Me espantaste los malos recuerdos y me llenaste el corazón de alegrías; sos mi pulmón, mi todo en todo momento, porque de las cien veces que me caí me levantaste doscientas, y me enseñaste que los de afuera son de palo.
No hay mejor dosis para el corazón que tener una pared que te bloquee todo lo malo que te rodea, y vos te convertiste en esa pared.
Gracias por las carcajadas infinitas, por hacerme parte de tu familia, por dejarme compartir tu vida con la mía... porque siento que tu casa es mi segunda casa, y me hacés sentir siempre cómoda.
Sé que sos mi otra mitad, mi pequeña hermana (aunque sos más grande que yo), que cuando canto con vos me siento completa. Te amo con todo lo que soy, me hacés muy feliz siame, te lo digo de corazón. Te amo muchísimo, y espero que siempre seas muy feliz...
Te lo merecés :)

On the radio - Regina Spektor

[...]

No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
and try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
and stick it into some
Someone else’s heart
Pumping someone else’s blood
and walking arm in arm
You hope it don’t get harmed
but even if it does
you’ll just do it all again


Sólo buscaba que nos admiráramos, y que en el lugar más profundo nos miráramos hasta sentir que otra vez existía el amor. Pero la nostalgia ...